Category Archives: journal

technological deficiency

You may or may not have noticed that I haven’t posted in quite some time. A lot has happened. My laptop broke one fateful night when dropped. I just got it fixed. During this time I’ve started a new job … Continue reading

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cusp

I’m on the cusp of another change in my life. I still don’t know how exactly the cards will fall, but I know I’m shuffling around the dynamic of stresses vs benefits of my day to day life and I … Continue reading

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depression can’t touch me out here

Today, I felt accomplished. I went outside.

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depression

depression is a really ridiculous thing. depression is purposefully not doing things that you know have the power to bring you joy. depression is fetishizing the rut that you’re in, and associating your self identity with it. you begin to … Continue reading

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midnight soak

It was really more like 5am. couldn’t sleep. bubble bath was very enjoyable and relaxing, but just soothed my brain into an even more lovely state of TOTALLY AWAKE. It’s as if now out from under the thumb of sickness, … Continue reading

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acid wash

I’ve been sick for… well, all told about a month. I made a trip to PA to see my long time Lover. A combination of nervousness before the trip and one fateful bike ride on a freakishly cool late spring … Continue reading

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happy kitty space

I just had a most enlightening experience while out taking a walk tonight. There were many cats out around the neighborhood tonight. I had been indulging myself in meowing at them and seeing if any will be interested in coming … Continue reading

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