Category Archives: how I feel about my life

technological deficiency

You may or may not have noticed that I haven’t posted in quite some time. A lot has happened. My laptop broke one fateful night when dropped. I just got it fixed. During this time I’ve started a new job … Continue reading

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cusp

I’m on the cusp of another change in my life. I still don’t know how exactly the cards will fall, but I know I’m shuffling around the dynamic of stresses vs benefits of my day to day life and I … Continue reading

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depression

depression is a really ridiculous thing. depression is purposefully not doing things that you know have the power to bring you joy. depression is fetishizing the rut that you’re in, and associating your self identity with it. you begin to … Continue reading

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acid wash

I’ve been sick for… well, all told about a month. I made a trip to PA to see my long time Lover. A combination of nervousness before the trip and one fateful bike ride on a freakishly cool late spring … Continue reading

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happy kitty space

I just had a most enlightening experience while out taking a walk tonight. There were many cats out around the neighborhood tonight. I had been indulging myself in meowing at them and seeing if any will be interested in coming … Continue reading

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community art

The truth is there is no Oasis. Truth is fluid, but for now, I have to accept that I’m doing good to be on a greener path, and find water along the way where I can. Sometimes, that water isn’t … Continue reading

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patchwork and frenzied

In a way I am living my 16 year old self’s dream. I remember trying to envision what I wanted out of life as an adult. Along the way I have acquired other ideals and I have other desires that … Continue reading

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